Lonelygirl15

hagbard celine · Casual Observer Joined: 23 Oct 2006 Posts: 91

edited for the name theory...

URGENT: For My Helper (Transcript)

Julie thinks it might be time that I thought things over.
Julie might have too much order in her life, to the point
I can’t make sense of it!

I feel like Julie is just waiting.
Waiting around for all of the things I want to happen.
Things Julie needs to happen.

Waiting for something…
ANYTHING!
I wait, Julie waits, I wait.

It’s like I am waiting for you to just tell me what Julie should be doing.
Waiting for Mom and Dad to make sense of the order for me,
To help me see the meaning in it all.

Even though I feel invisible lately.
[in every facet of my life, actually]

I have nightmares that none of you even care anymore.
And Julie can’t help but let it get to her.

Am I cut off?
Julie has just been sitting still.
[it feels weird]

in light of that…
I am going to figure out what conclusions I have come to.

Julie doesn't have access to all the answers. It feels like I’ve only had access
to a lot of questions.
I am too confused to try to figure it out on my own.

Maybe once we sit down, look at it all, and talk about it…
Maybe then we will be able to make sense of it!

I think that sounds like a good idea, don’t you?

So can I please come home now?
Pretty please?

I know you’ve all been busy.
I haven’t heard from you in ages.
And I haven’t been able to get ahold of any of you either.

So I am going to use the calling card you gave me for
situations like this.
And I hope that you can make the arrangements for me.

Please remember:
I wouldn’t ask if Julie had any other way to get home!
I am counting on your help here.

Julie has just been dealing with so much that I can’t handle it all anymore.
I really fear that I have been losing my mind for a while now.

None of us want that. Right?

In my heart,
I know that I am making the right choice in regards to my difficult decision.

With that in mind:
I anticipate that Julie will only be here another day, maybe?

Julie will have a few goodbyes, which are important since she should try to leave
on a pleasant note.
She can handle that, I am sure.

Before the sun rises today, I will gather all that Julie can.
There’s a lot to pack. Julie will leave with more than I came
here with.
I might have a few souvenirs to grab as well.

Julie cannot carry much, so I’d prefer to courier the bulk of it.
Once you receive this message, can you immediately send
a courier over to retrieve it all?

Once the plan is in motion, I’ll use the calling card.
I just need to overcome a few restrictions I’m dealing with.
But they shouldn’t be a problem.

Hopefully I will see you soon!

XOXO,
T

ixlr8 · Posted: Mon Oct 30, 2006 12:28 pm Post subject:

Awesome job hagbard. Good looking out.

Mike
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Luv2Luvem · Devoted Fan Joined: 23 Sep 2006 Posts: 973

Whe read this way, is it me, or does it actually sound like she's talking about a totally different person. For instance "Julie" should leave on a pleasant note? Tachyon sure didn't leave on a pleasant note. hmmm.
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evaB · Casual Observer Joined: 24 Oct 2006 Posts: 72

FWIW, I got this from Op today: