Lonelygirl15

[MaxZyrix]

my lonesome update for mid October (Transcript)

I've been out of touch.
Yes, i've been busy.

i've been so busy trying to keep up
with the order in my life.
i haven't been able to do everything I had hoped.

I learned my lesson:
Maintaining order is very time consuming. It keeps
you on your toes.

With any luck, i might be closer to
accomplishing my goals.
Even though things have unfolded in a
rather unpredictable way.

And it is taking A LOT longer than I
thought it would take.
i am having a hard time working in these surroundings...
...even after all this time.

I've thought it over a lot.
My only explanation?
I haven't fully embraced my situation.
Not as much as i should have.

It just seems like such a long
time has passed!
Didn't we originally think that the
curtain would have fallen by
mid-October?

I now have this sinking suspicion
that i'll be here a few more weeks.
Maybe even until the end of the year.

I worry about how insignificant i
feel in the order of things. I'm not
sure how much value i have.
I think i am well-linked by some.
And i am being given priveleges,
which I appreciate!

For instance, i've had more access
to television recently than I
suspected i would.

At least that bodes well for the
chance I'll be able to watch the
World Series on TV!

But there were events I'd hoped to
actually attend earlier this month.
Unfortunately, i was unable to.

Television is a good distraction.
That "Grief Counseling" episode of
The Office? Good stuff.

But still, it's not what I had hoped
to watch that night.

I was surprised thought: The things
I missed were actually
videotaped...
Someone else with a similar interest posted a video onto the
internet.

The quality was poor, but it made
up for the access i lacked.
I wasn't sure what to make of it, actually.

It was a bit of a letdown!
Even thought I probably built it up way too much in my head.

Now I am thinking that maybe it
wasn't what I had predicted.
Since it's the internet, the video could've easily been a
staged hoax of some sort.

In fact, maybe that event has yet
to take place?
I don't know what to think from
what i have seen in the time
since...

Because strangely, little has
changed. Maybe it's just that my
day to day is pretty much the
same, but there was no major shift
from my perspective.

i am living the same life i have
been. I really thought i would have
a different viewpoint on things.
But it's all just the same.

Except i have had my computer
access limited in recent weeks.
Severely limited.

It seems other operations are
given priority over what i am
working on,
and I am not even sure if i can see what those are exactly.

i am not allowed to participate in
the operations of interest, only
smaller projects.
I find it dull, but at least i am not being scrutinized much.

I still do not see the clear
connections.
i can't see the full picture yet.

Please tell Mom and Dad that I am
sorry for not calling.
i lost my cell phone, and it had their phone number on it.

That's one of the main
reasons why i haven't been
able to check in with you all.
(and I sincerely apologize)

But I hope you're still
watching for these.
Even thought i've been so busy
that I haven't written as often as
I had promised to.

That cell phone was the only
place that i had their
number, actually.
Yours as well.

i am not quite sure where i lost it.
no one here has given me any indication that they found it.

I'm 99% certain that everything on
there is secure.
But I apologize if you've gotten any strange phone calls as a
result.

If that happens, please find a way
to let me know, okay?
Like, immediately!

I'm sure there's no need to worry.
In the event of the worst-case scenario, I am sure i will figure
something out!

I miss you all!
With any luck, I will see you sooner rather than
later!

XOXO,
T

Here's the vid description:

[horcruxes]

uppercase sentences alone

[MaxZyrix]

Following the latest line of thought, I starded doing the name replacement for this one. This is what came up:

I've been out of touch.
Yes, Julie has been busy.

Julie has been so busy trying to keep up
with the order in her life.
She hasn't been able to do everything I had hoped.

I learned my lesson:
Maintaining order is very time consuming. It keeps
you on your toes.

With any luck, Julie might be closer to
accomplishing my goals.
Even though things have unfolded in a
rather unpredictable way.

It doesn't makes much sense to me actually, am I doing something wrong?
_________________
'There's a hole in my soul
you can see it in my face
it's a real big place.'

[tigerlilylynn]

[MaxZyrix]

Ummm... it makes sense reading it from that POV. What throws me off the most are lines like this: 'i've been so busy trying to keep up
with the order in my life. i haven't been able to do everything I had hoped.'

What's the proper way to treat the replacement? 'Julie has been busy trying to keep up with the order in my life'? or 'in her life'? and the second part, is 'Julie hasn't been able to do everything I had hoped.' right?

Just need those pointers to go on.
_________________
'There's a hole in my soul
you can see it in my face
it's a real big place.'

[surrealisticpill]

I just plugged it into word & used "replace" for the lower case i's then corrected the grammar:

I've been out of touch.
Yes, Julie’s been busy.

Julie's been so busy trying to keep up
with the order in her life.
Julie hasn't been able to do everything I had hoped.

I learned my lesson:
Maintaining order is very time consuming. It keeps
you on your toes.

With any luck, Julie might be closer to
accomplishing my goals.
Even though things have unfolded in a
rather unpredictable way.

And it is taking A LOT longer than I
thought it would take.
Julie is having a hard time working in these surroundings...
...even after all this time.

I've thought it over a lot.
My only explanation?
I haven't fully embraced my situation.
Not as much as Julie should have.

It just seems like such a long
time has passed!
Didn't we originally think that the
curtain would have fallen by
mid-October?

I now have this sinking suspicion
that Julie will be here a few more weeks.
Maybe even until the end of the year.

I worry about how insignificant Julie
feel in the order of things. I'm not
sure how much value Julie has.
I think Julie is well-linked by some.
And Julie is being given priveleges,
which I appreciate!

For instance, Julie has had more access
to television recently than I
suspected Julie would.

At least that bodes well for the
chance I'll be able to watch the
World Series on TV!

But there were events I'd hoped to
actually attend earlier this month.
Unfortunately, Julie was unable to.

Television is a good distraction.
That "Grief Counseling" episode of
The Office? Good stuff.

But still, it's not what I had hoped
to watch that night.

I was surprised thought: The things
I missed were actually
videotaped...
Someone else with a similar interest posted a video onto the
internet.

The quality was poor, but it made
up for the access Julie lacked.
I wasn't sure what to make of it, actually.

It was a bit of a letdown!
Even thought I probably built it up way too much in my head.

Now I am thinking that maybe it
wasn't what I had predicted.
Since it's the internet, the video could've easily been a
staged hoax of some sort.

In fact, maybe that event has yet
to take place?
I don't know what to think from
what Julie has seen in the time
since...

Because strangely, little has
changed. Maybe it's just that my
day to day is pretty much the
same, but there was no major shift
from my perspective.

Julie is living the same life Julie has
been. I really thought Julie would have
a different viewpoint on things.
But it's all just the same.

Except Julie has had her computer
access limited in recent weeks.
Severely limited.

It seems other operations are
given priority over what Julie is
working on,
and I am not even sure if Julie can see what those are exactly.

Julie is not allowed to participate in
the operations of interest, only
smaller projects.
I find it dull, but at least Julie am not being scrutinized much.

I still do not see the clear
connections.
Julie can't see the full picture yet.

Please tell Mom and Dad that I am
sorry for not calling.
Julie lost my cell phone, and it had their phone number on it.

That's one of the main
reasons why Julie hasn't been
able to check in with you all.
(and I sincerely apologize)

But I hope you're still
watching for these.
Even thought Julie has been so busy
that I haven't written as often as
I had promised to.

That cell phone was the only
place that Julie had their
number, actually.
Yours as well.

Julie is not quite sure where Julie lost it.
no one here has given me any indication that they found it.

I'm 99% certain that everything on
there is secure.
But I apologize if you've gotten any strange phone calls as a
result.

If that happens, please find a way
to let me know, okay?
Like, immediately!

I'm sure there's no need to worry.
In the event of the worst-case scenario, I am sure Julie will figure
something out!

I miss you all!
With any luck, I will see you sooner rather than
later!

XOXO,
T

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[Destrin41016]

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