URGENT:for my fiance!
| URGENT:for my fiance! | |
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| Blogger | Blitzyon |
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| Date Posted | November 27th, 2007 |
| URL | youtube.com |
| Description | I have thought it over, and I think it is time to come home. I'm sending this as my final warning, and I'm on the way. |
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Transcript
Text: Tomorrow's the big day, and yet...things seem exactly the same.
I feel like i'm just waiting. Waiting around for all of the things I want to happen.
Maybe the problem is i haven't taken the initiative...
I don't even know why i'm here, it's almost like this isn't an assignment...it's detention.
I feel like i'm failing at everything i do.
in light of that...I am going to figure out what lessons i have learned.
i don't have access to all the answers. It feels like I've only had access to a lot of questions.
i've learned nothing, and I can't help.
i've just been dealing with so much that I can't handle it anymore.
If I don't get ouf of here soon, i fear the wedding will be off.
None of us want that. Right?
In my heart, I know that I am making the right choice in regards to my difficult decision.
I have chosen: i'm going to say goodbye to a very special friend. since i should try to leave on a pleasant note.
Before the sun rises tomorrow, I will gather all that I can. There's a lot to pack. i will leave with more than I came with. I might have a few souvenirs to grab as well.
Hopefully I will see you soon.
oxox, B
