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[Please tell Mom and Dad that I'm thinking of them, i miss you too]
 
[Please tell Mom and Dad that I'm thinking of them, i miss you too]
 
==Look into her I's==
 
Aphid suggested we look into her eyes and it was suggested that the big I is her Order persona and i is her persona. With the name Julie standing in as little i we get this text<br><br>
 
so I haven't updated this in awhile<br><br>
 
and I removed all of my old videos.<br>
 
(long story, but Julie learned my/her lesson)<br><br>
 
it's nice to have fallen into a gig<br>
 
that'll keep me nested in a somewhat familiar habitat...<br><br>
 
...but I fear that is just an illusion.<br><br>
 
at least I keep telling myself that.<br>
 
but how long can Julie keep observing<br>
 
an illusion as real before my/her mind<br>
 
accepts it as reality?<br><br>
 
thankfully, the weather is nice.<br>
 
plenty of nature to explore. every<br>
 
week I learn about new places to<br>
 
go hiking or swimming...<br><br>
 
...if and when Julie gets that rare free<br>
 
moment, I hope to have the energy<br>
 
left to actually prioritize that!<br>
 
(double optimism)<br><br>
 
all summer, the momentum of my<br>
 
day-to-day demands has kept me<br>
 
feeling like I am trapped in a state<br>
 
of exhausted motion<br><br>
 
<nowiki>[irony noted]</nowiki><br><br>
 
at least it's helping me ignore just<br>
 
how surreal I should find all of this,<br>
 
and Julie is ignoring it quite well.<br><br>
 
Julie is trying to approach it as my/her<br>
 
ability to keep up with these<br>
 
demands directly reflects qualities<br>
 
of my/her inner self...<br><br>
 
...and my/her inner self has a fierce<br>
 
determination to be able to watch<br>
 
the World Series this year.<br><br>
 
right now, nothing sounds better<br>
 
than an actual game. I could use an<br>
 
excuse to try out some obscene<br>
 
gestures Julie's acquired<br><br>
 
but given that I was so<br>
 
overwhelmed with busy work<br>
 
yesterday that Julie had to be reminded<br>
 
that it was already the Fall Equinox...<br><br>
 
I am going to try and keep my<br>
 
expectations realistic. Believe me,<br>
 
I know that the closest Julie may get is<br>
 
watching it on live TV.<br><br>
 
I am glad at least that I found the<br>
 
time to write a little tonight.<br><br>
 
Julie should remind myself to do it<br>
 
more often.<br><br>
 
I've had a long day, so Julie is off to let<br>
 
my/her mind focus on a fantasy that<br>
 
actually might show even greater<br>
 
optimism on my part...<br><br>
 
<nowiki>[and believe me, if Julie could help<br>
 
make it happen I would]</nowiki><br><br>
 
but I'd love it if the Dodgers and the<br>
 
Angels faced off next month.<br><br>
 
but given my track record as of<br>
 
late, Julie haven't been so hot with<br>
 
most of my predictions.<br><br>
 
<nowiki>[I most sincerely hope I'm due]</nowiki><br><br>
 
xoxox,<br><br>
 
T<br><br>
 
[Please tell Mom and Dad that I'm thinking of them, Julie miss you too]
 

Revision as of 20:01, 15 May 2007

Template:Tachyon an update of sorts is the first video in the Tachyon video series, a component of the OpAphid game.

Transcript

(Black screen, white text.)
Text: so I haven't updated this in awhile

and I removed all of my old videos.
(long story, but i learned my lesson)

it's nice to have fallen into a gig
that'll keep me nested in a somewhat familiar habitat...

...but I fear that is just an illusion.

at least I keep telling myself that.
but how long can i keep observing
an illusion as real before my mind
accepts it as reality?

thankfully, the weather is nice.
plenty of nature to expore. every
week I learn about new places to
go hiking or swimming...

...if and when i get that rare free
moment, I hope to have the energy
left to actually prioritize that!
(double optimism)

all summer, the momentum of my
day-to-day demands has kept me
feeling like I am trapped in a state
of exhausted motion

[irony noted]

at least it's helping me ignore just
how surreal I should find all of this,
and i am ignoring it quite well.

i am trying to approach it as my
ability to keep up with these
demands directly reflects qualities
of my inner self...

...and my inner self has a fierce
determination to be able to watch
the World Series this year.

right now, nothing sounds better
than an actual game. I could use an
excuse to try out some obscene
gestures i've acquired

but given that I was so
overwhelmed with busy work
yesterday that i had to be reminded
that it was already the Fall Equinox...

I am going to try and keep my
expectations realistic. Believe me,
I know that the closest i may get is
watching it on live TV.

I am glad at least that I found the
time to write a little tonight.

i should remind myself to do it
more often.

I've had a long day, so i'm off to let
my mind focus on a fantasy that
actually might show even greater
optimism on my part...

[and believe me, if i could help
make it happen I would]

but I'd love it if the Dodgers and the
Angels faced off next month.

but given my track record as of
late, i haven't been so hot with
most of my predictions.

[I most sincerely hope I'm due]

xoxox,

T

[Please tell Mom and Dad that I'm thinking of them, i miss you too]