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Out of Control is the four-hundred twenty-ninth video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the nineteenth video of season three.

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Jonas: I can't sleep. (nods) I can't sleep. It's just, I got--I got... I got too much going on in my--in my mind right now, you know? What I mean, I me- (sighs). We got away from that Shadow; we did. But it was just way too close, you know? Way too close.

I got into a huge fight with Daniel. You know, 'cause he went off on Gina for risking our lives and then... I went off on him, 'cause, you know, we just (shakes his head) we can't control Gina. We can't do it. I tried to do that with Emma. (mumbles) Look how good that worked out. You know, uh--So, so now Gina's completely shut down and Daniel's all messed up because of all this talk about Bree, Bree... and Jennie and...

The thing is is that I--I don't know where we're headed here. I- I don't know where we're headed.

What is friendship? What is that? You know, 'cause, I guess, to be a friend you have to care. You know, but, I think, to be a real friend, you gotta care deeply. You know, you gotta care deeply; otherwise it's--it's just, it's not worth anything. You know, it's meaningless without that. You know, to--to know that somebody cares about you and your life, and how you're really, really doing. You know, not just the superficial thing but how you're really doing. (shakes his finger at the camera) That's all anybody wants. You know, that's it: to know that somebody truly cares about you and... and that you're not alone, and... Because being alone and feeling like that nobody cares or nobody--nobody wants you around, that's a tough way to go.

Look, man, we're still friends, we are. We're still friends. I just don't know if right now, we can stick together. It's just maybe--I don't know, maybe it's because, it's because it's--it's so late, and everything is just more serious now, and I... it's just I--I'm just tired. You know, man, I'm just tired. I'm just tired of the circle that we seem to be on. I'm tired of the fighting. I just want it to be simple.

I just wanted to be honest with you, that's all and... that's it.

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