Revealing My Secret

Episode 282/2x026

Revealing My Secret
Don't hate me, okay?
Blogger	Sarah
Date Posted	May 8th, 2007
URL	old.LG15.com
Forum	[13856 forum discussion]
Length	1:51
Description	Yeah, so I saw Taylor's video and it's time to do something about my life. Daniel, Jonas, I posted this on the lonelygirl account to make sure you see it.
Location(s)	Taylor's house
YouTube Tags	lonelygirl15 bree daniel danielbeast jonas jonastko
Production Credits
Executive Producer(s)	Miles Beckett and Greg Goodfried
Producer(s)	Amanda Goodfried
Director(s)	Marcello Daciano
Camera	Kevin Schlanser
Vidplay	Jan Libby and Miles Beckett
Story	Miles Beckett, Mesh Flinders, Greg Goodfried, and Jan Libby
Editor(s)	Kevin Schlanser
Music Supervisor	Seth Jacobs
Cast
Sarah	Alexandra Dreyfus
Adjacent Blogs
Previous	"Sister to Sister"
Next	"Shadow of Death"
Previous by Sarah	"Sexy Librarian ;)"
Next by Sarah	"No More Lies"

Revealing My Secret is the two-hundred eighty-second video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the twenty-sixth video of season two. Revealing My Secret is the two-hundred eighty-second video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the twenty-sixth video of season two.

Transcript

(In her room, holding the camera towards herself)

Sarah: Uh, hi. So, I saw the video, um, that Taylor posted in the forum and as all of you know by now. Um, I don't really cry. So let's chalk that up to hormones. Um, anyway. I've been doing a lot of thinking. And, uh...Taylor's right. You know, I-I really need to take charge of my life and figure out what I want. You know, activate the "inner me." Whatever. Uh...Okay. So, um...I have a confession to make. And don't hate me, okay? I know all of you are going to hate me, or hate me. But...Try not to, 'cause there's a reason. I have the serum. I never lost my backpack. And I know! I'm a horrible person, okay? I suck. And you can yell at me in the forum all you want; I deserve it. But, you guys have to understand that... I just wanted my life back, you know? I just-I want to be normal. I was so tired of running and I just figured that, if I came home, I could start fresh, you know? I could, um, get a job, try to be different. Different. But, um, (chokes up) you know, I just fucked it up-Oh God, I'm crying again.

Notes

• Some speculate that Sarah's heavy emotions are due to her being pregnant from "Gross Guy", Daniel, or any other guy that she has slept with since returning home, and that she may have claimed having the serum was her secret just so that she could escape getting questioned. It's also possible that she's destroyed the serum for some reason.
• Although there is speculation that Sarah may be pregnant from "Gross Guy", it is nearly impossible for her to know if she is or is not since her tryst was only a day or two before this video was posted.