my lonesome update for mid October
|My lonesome update for mid October|
|Date Posted||October 23rd, 2006|
|Description|| Sorry about how busy i have been. I haven't been able to call for a few reasons. I hope you haven't forgotten about me! LOL|
|YouTube Tags||everything tachyon october lonesome television ceremony office lost phone sorry not update checking has happened okay|
|Executive Producer(s)|| Glenn Rubenstein|
|Assistant Producer|| Mari Devincenzi|
|Director(s)|| Glenn Rubenstein|
|Camera|| Glenn Rubenstein|
|Vidplay|| Glenn Rubenstein|
|Story|| Glenn Rubenstein|
|Editor(s)|| Glenn Rubenstein|
|Music||"Karma Police" by Radiohead|
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|Directly after|| "Living In London"|
|Directly before||"I Listened To Daniel"|
(Black screen, white text.)
Text: I've been out of touch.
Yes, i've been busy.
i've been so busy trying to keep up
with the order in my life.
i haven't been able to do everything I had hoped.
I learned my lesson:
Maintaining order is very time consuming. It keeps
you on your toes.
With any luck, i might be closer to
accomplishing my goals.
Even though things have unfolded in a
rather unpredictable way.
And it is taking A LOT longer than I
thought it would take.
i am having a hard time working in these surroundings...
...even after all this time.
I've thought it over a lot.
My only explanation?
I haven't fully embraced my situation.
Not as much as i should have.
It just seems like such a long
time has passed!
Didn't we originally think that the
curtain would have fallen by
I now have this sinking suspicion
that i'll be here a few more weeks.
Maybe even until the end of the year.
I worry about how insignificant i
feel in the order of things. I'm not
sure how much value i have.
I think i am well-linked by some.
And i am being given priveleges,
which I appreciate!
For instance, i've had more access
to television recently than I
suspected i would.
At least that bodes well for the
chance I'll be able to watch the
World Series on TV!
But there were events I'd hoped to
actually attend earlier this month.
Unfortunately, i was unable to.
Television is a good distraction.
That "Grief Counseling" episode of
The Office? Good stuff.
But still, it's not what I had hoped
to watch that night.
I was surprised thought: The things
I missed were actually
Someone else with a similar interest posted a video onto the
The quality was poor, but it made
up for the access i lacked.
I wasn't sure what to make of it, actually.
It was a bit of a letdown!
Even thought I probably built it up way too much in my head.
Now I am thinking that maybe it
wasn't what I had predicted.
Since it's the internet, the video could've easily been a
staged hoax of some sort.
In fact, maybe that event has yet
to take place?
I don't know what to think from
what i have seen in the time
Because strangely, little has
changed. Maybe it's just that my
day to day is pretty much the
same, but there was no major shift
from my perspective.
i am living the same life i have
been. I really thought i would have
a different viewpoint on things.
But it's all just the same.
Except i have had my computer
access limited in recent weeks.
It seems other operations are
given priority over what i am
and I am not even sure if i can see what those are exactly.
i am not allowed to participate in
the operations of interest, only
I find it dull, but at least i am not being scrutinized much.
I still do not see the clear
i can't see the full picture yet.
Please tell Mom and Dad that I am
sorry for not calling.
i lost my cell phone, and it had their phone number on it.
That's one of the main
reasons why i haven't been
able to check in with you all.
(and I sincerely apologize)
But I hope you're still
watching for these.
Even thought i've been so busy
that I haven't written as often as
I had promised to.
That cell phone was the only
place that i had their
Yours as well.
i am not quite sure where i lost it.
no one here has given me any indication that they found it.
I'm 99% certain that everything on
there is secure.
But I apologize if you've gotten any strange phone calls as a
If that happens, please find a way
to let me know, okay?
I'm sure there's no need to worry.
In the event of the worst-case scenario, I am sure i will figure
I miss you all!
With any luck, I will see you sooner rather than