I Wish.....Things Were Different

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Episode 0010
I Wish.....Things Were Different

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It all seems kind of pointless.

Blogger LOSTchild17
Date Posted September 3rd, 2007
URL youtube.com
Description hey guyz i finally got around to making another vlong.....sorry but its really hard talking about wht i now know, but when i am ready, i will share it with you...... xoxo lizzy
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YouTube Tags lizzy elizabeth lostchild17 lost child 17 vlog blog lonelygirl15 lg15 new girl bree jonastko danielbeast daniel jonas
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I Wish.....Things Were Different is the tenth video in the LOSTchild17 video series.


Lizzy: Hey guys, it's Lizzy. This is a video blog that's kind of been like a long time coming. I've been trying to avoid it, I guess, but I think it's better that I do it now, rather than later. I don't want to just disappear off the face of the Earth, and then that's it. Um, I don't know how to... I did something stupid. Actually, it didn't seem very stupid at the time, but it certainly does now. I went snooping -- again! And, I might have found out some things that weren't for me to find out. And now I know more than I ever wanted to know. And I regret it. And I wish I could go back to a time where I was just Lizzy, and that I didn't know and that I didn't care and I trusted people and they trusted me, but it just isn't possible. I mean, I can try and pretend that I am the old Lizzy and that everything is fine, but I can't. It's just too hard. You know, pretending that you're something you're not. Pretending that the world's perfect when it's not. And, just worrying about the little things. It all seems kind of pointless. And, everytime I look at my mom, everytime I look at my dad, it just seems fake. It seems like everything is just there for show. And nothing's real anymore. Nothing seems real anymore. It all seems fake. And it all seems played out and it all seems staged, and... (The phone rings.) I guess it's the phone. Anyway, that's all. I'm just sad, sorry.